Gah, going to the concert to see my brother is a real drag, I loved my brother like a sister should but man it got annoying at times. I pulled out of our house, which looked like a gothic type of house, and headed to the concert my brother was with one of my favourite bands of all time. I wore red knee high converse shoes, black skinnies and a black gothic corset top that showed off my perfectly shaped body. I got into my ferrari which I didn't like but hey my brother did buy it for me.
It took about an hour and a half to get there, the surroundings flying by me and it was boring as I pulled into a parking lot and found so many parking spots. I decided to leave my thick hair down as it wasn't too long before the place was packed. I decided to get out of the car and I saw someone park their car alongside me and she looked like a lolita, scene type to me but I don't label people I hated labelling people, it was so wrong. People should be treated as equals.
The girl looked stunning and everything, the way her eyes looked gracefully around. I decided to walk over to her, "Hello. What have you come to see?" I asked her smiling at her, why would someone as stunning as her look at some emo like me? I looked her up and down to hear her say, "I've come to see BVB and BOTDF. They're my favourite bands." She said her voice angelically sweet, she was nice, someone many of us could relate to on the concert.
"Cool, you want to come with me to meet BOTDF? My brother is one of them." I said my voice shaky with nervousness. I saw people staring at me because they all knew me and who my brother was. I yelled out his name but he didn't hear me. I got closer and jumped on his back and smiled hugging him.
"JAYY!!! For the second time." I smiled at him and he was haplessly bounding but then stopped trying to figure out who the person was on his back and arms around him, his police hat on and bloody hell, must he do it for every concert, no shirt.
I saw Dahvie look at me and I hid my face in Jayys back and didn't utter a word, I mean really who wouldn't? Especially when you're brother is touring with a whole other band that I adored, they were the band that saved me from near death tradgedies, not even Jayy could've stopped me from the last one I did, though he was still on tour at the time, then again he almost always is.
"Awwww, looks like the cat got your tongue still. What's wrong? After all we've been through you still don't trust me... wait it's not about trust it's about the fact that I told you and now things are awkward between us?" Dahvie asked me and I couldn't answer straight away, it would be stupid and I knew it. I had to find other fish in the sea before I made my final choice.
"Oh shut up Dahves, you're just jealous cause you can't get someone like me." "Yeah yeah... maybe, flattery aint gonna get you no where Alexis." He said smirking, "Gah, stop using my full first name... I hate it Dahves, you should know me by now to just use Al or Alex." I said blushing, honestly I didn't mind him using my first name in full. I could feel my beet red cheeks as he poked them making them blush even darker.
"Get your dirty mitts away from my face honestly, have no idea what you've been doing with those hands of yours." I said smirking at him causing his face to blush darker than mine. Now it was my turn to poke his face as I hopped down from my brothers back as I poked him, he grabbed my face then kissed me. My eyes wide with shock as I pushed away from him slapping his face running off, why now did he have to do it now everyone was watching me run off with jealous expressions, this is why I hated him, he can be so stupid at times.
Hearing my brother running after me as I just run faster away from him, now was not a good time for being comforted running onto the bus locking the door, not realising that it wasn't the BOTDF bus I ran onto but the BVB bus. Backing up slowly as my heart raced, I turned around slowly only to get scared out of my daylights by Andy Biersack.
+Morticia's Point of View+
I laughed silently at the two siblings. A tight feeling was felt in my gut as I thought about my own Mother and Father. The look on peoples faces when they find out I'm a Morticians daughter also came to the front of my mind.
"Hey Tish! We've been looking all over for ya!" shouted the bassist, and ladies man, of Black Veil Brides. He came over and wrapped a strong arm around my slender shoulders. "Andy's been freakin' out like no tomorrow. Sayin' somethin' bout rape..."
I looked up at him, only to feel a breeze against my backside as Ashley Purdy, the ladies man, flipped up the back of my Lolita dress. "Black lace panties! Is someone lookin' to finally getting their cherry popped?" I just knew he was ribbing me, like the other guys do seeing as I'm the only girl on the bus.
But that didn't stop me from slapping him upside the head and twisting the exposed skin of his side. "You're on the Whiskey, aren't you Mr. Purdy?"
Ashley wined as he rubbed his paint covered side, giving me this kicked puppy look. I just shook my head and crossed my arms under my chest, unknowingly pushing my bust higher.
"Man, for a 19 year old, you sure have a huge rack." Ash stated, poking my breasts. I blushed and slapped his hand.
He just grinned at me and waved. I turned around to see none other than Christian Coma walking towards us with a red cup, no doubt filled with alcohol. "Hey Tish!" CC wrapped his arm around my neck and rubbed his cheek against mine, smearing his war paint onto me.
I giggled and pushed against his chest. "Stop CC! You're ruining your war paint and I'm not gonna fix it!"
He pulled back just as we heard a loud scream coming from the bus. I looked over at Jayy Von Monroe to see him looking around, worried. His sister was no where to be seen. "I'll be back guys..." I quickly moved away from the two rockstars and ran to the bus in my flats.
I tried the knob, only to find the bus door locked. I knocked on the door. "Andy? Did something happen? I heard a scream from there..."
"Is that you Morticia?" I heard Andy's deep raspy voice ask from the other side of the door. I felt shivers run down my spine at the use of my full first name by him.
"Y-Yeah, it's me Andy. Is something wrong?" I heard shuffling from the other side before hearing the lock click and the door open.
As I raced to the upper level of the bus I saw eyes staring at me. I was skinny, yes just not abnormally skinny, yet. I was Anorexic, thankfully my brother never managed to figure it out. Meanwhile Dahvie was standing there rubbing the side of his face where Alex had slapped him. Back on the bus as I held my knees to my chest plugging my earphones into my ears listening to Andy's calming voice blocking out everything else that was on the bus, I didn't even see anyone at the door.
My hands start to shake as my body trembles then my hands flit to my lips thinking about that kiss and what it meant to me, it was nothing. I had no interest in him as far as I was concerned, but what was I to him. I was probably more than a friend but I didn't want him, my body began to shake with broken tearless sobs as I felt sick, sick to my core.
+Morticia's Point of View+
I walked onto the bus, only to have Andy pull me into a tight hug. I blushed brightly and slowly returned the hug. Butterflies started fluttering around in my stomach as we broke apart. Taking my hand in his Andy led me to the upper levels of the bus.
Sitting there with their guitars were Jake and Jinxx. They were both looking over at something. I followed their line of sight to see Blood on the Dancefloor's Jayy's sister. Her body shook violently. One of her hands was pressed lightly against her lips as the other was tightly wrapped around her legs, and in her ears were little earbuds, telling me she was listening to something. I continued to look her over with a slight from. Her eyes had this sort of dazed look as she stared far off, not seeing any of us, and she was really slender for someone her height.
"What happened Tish?" asked Jinxx, the ever worried father figure.
"I don't know. One second she's smiling and happy with Jayy Von Monroe, and the next I hear her scream coming from the bus. I wasn't watch cos Ashley found me and started teasing me like he normally does, followed by CC rubbing his paint onto my cheek." I stated, pointing to my black cheek, making sure to leave out the whole skirt flipping part so Andy didn't try and beat Ashley to an inch of his life.
Looking around as I mainly looked at the floor jumping before my phone went off. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now as the tears rolled down my face more than what they ever did. As I looked at my phone to look up only to see people staring at me. My eyes wide as I just bit my bottom lip, my blonde hair with rainbow streaks going through it. Why couldn't they just stop staring at me.
My body was telling me to leave and never come back, go back to my life where I felt like I could truly be myself but even if my brother wanted me to go on tour yeah I'd go. Who wouldn't? As I stood up against the wall I was the same height as my brother, maybe even as tall as Andy but I wasn't going to stick around to find out.
As I stood up I had to hide my neck from them, my mother had come over this morning and abused the living shit out of me, god help me. Thank gosh most of my body was covered up as I looked down at my stomach. "Jesus Chirst" I muttered to myself shaking my head, this is bad I had yellow bruises on there. Quickly looking down as I pulled my black leather trenchcoat on to cover up anything. Anything that would look bad for me.
Hopefully no one was going to stop me as I walked past them feeling my heart rate increase. Bloody Anxiety attacks have come back at me again, fuck this would never look good as I felt a headache come on, soon beginning to perspire then, a tightening feeling came over my throat like someone was choking me. The fact that I felt my body swaying as I passed out was enough for my body, damn, my brother would be worrying sick over me.
+Morticia's Point of View+
Jake stood up quickly and caught her before she fell to the floor. "Okay. I'm gonna say this once... What the fuck is going on?" he asked, looking up at me. I kneeled down and tucked my skirt under me as I rested the back of my hand against her forehead.
"I don't know, but it seems she has a slight fever and just had a panic attack of some kind."
Jinxx stood from the couch and started cleaning off the scrap bits of paper and their guitars. "Here, let's put her on the couch. It'll be more comfortable." He advised. Jake nodded and placed an arm behind her shoulders and under her knees and gently lifted her up, and softly laid her down. Andy held a hand out to me. I blushed lightly as I placed mine in his, having him pull me up and dust off my skirt for me. He was just so close to me. I bit my lower lip and closed my eyes as his warm breath brushed against my ear.
"I didn't get to say this earlier, but you look very nice Tish." He whispered softly so only I could hear. We both heard shuffling of feet and looked up to see Jinxx with a wet rag. He raised an eyebrow at us before shrugging and putting the cold rag on the feverish girl's brow.
I felt being picked up and placed on the couch as I heard my phone go off, my ringtone Believe by BOTDF. Probably my brother trying to find me but who knew as he ended the call.
Jayy turned to Dahvie, "dude. What the fuck happened? My sister has never run off like that on me... unless. You didn't did you?" He asked furious as he glared at Dahvie. If Dahvie didn't say anything then soon heads would be rolling by Jayy soon.
Dahvie bit his bottom lip as he looked at the ground, "well I kinda... sorta kissed her." He said while Jayy stood there shocked hitting Dahvie upside the head. "Fucking hell!! You know as well as I do how fragile she is, she still has anxiety attacks you douche. Don't do something that stupid again." Jayy said rushing off to the BVB bus leaving Dahvie standing there dreading what he had done.
As he made it through the crowd to the BVB bus knocking on the door, what would he expect from Dahvie, he just simply can never help himself, another one like this would probably break up the band but maybe a miracle would happen.
+Morticia's Point of View+
I moved away from Andy and went down to the lower level to answer the door. Standing there was Jayy. "Um, is my sister here?" he asked, looking slightly awkward Jayy looked up at me.
"Yes, she's on the upper level resting on the couch. She fainted." I moved out of the way to let him through. Jayy thanked me and came in. In the distance I could see Dahvie shuffling back and forth before walking away. Shrugging I closed the door and led the singer up to the upper level of the bus.
"I know it's none of my business, but have you noticed how thin your sister is for someone her height?"
Jayy looked confused, "ummmm. No, why?" He asked he was worried now, more worried about me than what he originally was. His face crumpled in thought as his bare chest was showing as he made his way up to the second floor of the bus.
As he was guided to the door he stood there in shock, his little sister on the couch. His face burrowed in anger then sighed walking in as he sat on the couch taking my hand. I heard shuffling of feet as someone took my hand. I'm guessing Jayy holding it to his cheek. Feeling my eyelids flutter open to look at my brothers face. "Hey Alex, feeling better?"
I looked at him carefully before my eyesight refocused as I pulled him in for a hug. "Yeah, I feel better just really dislike my anxiety attacks with a passion. Why did he have to do that?" I asked pulling out the hug as he looked at me shaking his head, "you know Dahvie. He can't help it, honestly." He said with a bit of tension in his voice as he looked over my skinny figure.
I swallowed hard, had someone told him as my face was plastered with fear or had he found out himself. Fiddling with my hands as I sat up then stood up looking at my brother running a hand down my arm. His eyes zeroed in on my neck as I cursed under my breath.
Shaking his head at me as I sighed walking off. "Aly..." Jayy said grabbing my slender arm stopping me dead in my tracks flinching. I hadn't heard that nickname for ages biting my bottom lip as I turned to look at him. "You're coming on tour whether you like it or not also it'd be better that way you don't end up with these. I can't stand you being like this."
My eyes lit up at this moment then dread came into my eyes, what would Dahvie do if he found me sleeping in his clothes seeing as I barely had any clothes, except for some goth clothing and hairstyle stuff, along with bits of makeup.
I knew what he'd do but I didn't want that. But being here was better than nothing as I smiled cheerfully. "You really have the most contaigous smile I have ever seen." He said and I just smiled again causing him to smile back.
+Morticia's Point of View+
I sighed as I sat down in Andy's bunk, wondering how much drama I'd have to go through. Silently I crawled out of the bunk and went outside to my car, seeing my Aunt Jade leaning against it with a small smile. She was wearing a tight neon blue and black corset, tight black leather pants, pair of simple flats, a plain barbell in her navel, her nose and lip piercings, orange sunglasses that were on top of her bubble gum pink locks, and Gir gages (the smaller ones). She was taller than me at 5'11" and a little more filled out.
Tattoos dusted my Aunt Jade's arms, chest, hands, neck, shoulders, pretty much everywhere she was covered in some type of ink. Some were done by the likes of Kat Von D and Miss Bambi (someone I've been told I look a lot alike). Aunt Jade handed me my bags. "You be careful okay? If those boys start picking on you just give them the ol' one-two." She laughed to herself. I smiled at her and we hugged each other tightly. Once we let go I gave her the keys to my car and went back to the bus. No one was on the lower level so I just shrugged and went back to Andy's bunk. Placing my bags on his bed I got in and closed the door behind me. Reaching behind my back I unzipped the dress, allowing it to pool around my waist.
Shifting slightly I pulled the dress over my head an placed it next to me. I sat there and dug through my bag, looking for something else to wear, only sitting in my black lace panties and strapless bra set, pair of semi-seethrough stockings, and an actual garter belt. While I was digging I didn't hear the door open until I heard someone groan softly. My cobalt eyes widen as I looked up into a pair of icy blue ones framed by a wild mane of thick black hair.
"But what are we going to do about clothes, please tell me we're going shopping, we'll talk about it later." I said and Jayy nodded his head still worried about me, how long was it going to be like this. We hadn't even left the bus yet when he hit me with the worst news ever.
"Aly... I hate to be the bearer of bad news but after this tour BOTDF is breaking up." That hit me like a rock as I turned to walk off the BVB bus without another word as tears stated falling down my face. I got onto the BOTDF bus that was going to be my home. As Jayy walked on he sighed.
"You only had the guts to tell me about this now? You know what? No... you guys are not going to break up the band."
"Yes we are. Dahvie and I have already discussed it." I heard my brother Jayy say and I wanted to rage at him so I walked off the bus and went to the back of the set, to calm me down.